Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Great time in Mastuj

Aug-Sept07

In Peshawar the hot air strucks me, I spend only a day at Ali’s place in Peshawar and then we both to Chitral and Mastuj. I haven't heard from my future boss for a while and I have to get my luggage, which I had left up there at my last departure, before I start working in Islamabad.
Col. Khushwaqt, whose wife had died shortly and whom I wanted to meet for condolence, had invited me to Mastuj and for the beginning of the Biogas plant construction it is surely good to have an eye on it. After 2 more days in Chitral at Sikander’s house in the company of Rudaba, who cannot get enough of the stories from Europe we start for Mastuj with a marriage ceremony of a dozen cars. Music is on full volume, we stop 100 times for sweets, fruit, cake, juice and biscuits on the way which are offered by friends of bride and groom. Indeed, I have already driven past Mastuj 2 times - on the way to the Shandur pass, but the journey is always an experience. After 2h on a fairly good street this ends suddenly at Buni, further on leads a gravel road, partly dangerously under the overhanging cliff and damaged by the latest landslides and glacier breaks this winter. Sometimes the road shows fissures rising high up in the rocks.
The bride and groom have an unusual history. They have already been married for 2 years, the woman remained with the soon born child in the parental home, because the house of the bridegroom was under construction. He brings mummy and son now home, it is like a 2nd marriage. 30min past Mastuj we reach.. In the wedding society are some known and many unknown faces. The women are in the house, which is covered with big cloth draping and thus protected from mens’ view, while the male community is enjoying the musical program in the garden. The bride sits as usual like frozen on a sofa, everybody comes by for a photo and disappears again to chat with old friends.
Then in the afternoon I finally see the Fort, which stands a little outside from Mastuj behind the old walls. The father of Col Khushwaqt and former king of Chitral had built it. The better part of the old buildings has vanished. Stables, servant’s quarters, prison and the main house have fallen victim to earthquake and new constructions. Nonetheless, the new main house stands proudly in the extensive garden, a big meadow spreads out in front of the veranda, spiked with various fruit trees. The highlight is obviously a big wooden bed under a magnificent walnut tree on which I spend cozy evenings with chatting or just staring at the sky. Cows, chicken, dogs and a horse romp about in peaceful harmony, graze here a little, peck there a bit and are glad for their part in the peaceful atmosphere. Khushwaqts faith in the universal love and peace is to be felt here in practice. Behind the house is the kitchen which with the fort walls is the only original remainder still in use. A walk on top of the fort walls shows the kitchen’s half collapsed ceiling, plans for a new building are about to be put in action.
Here I also meet Saida again. Since the wife of Khushwaqt had died shortly before Ali’s arrival in Austria, she is now running the fort.
For 2 months she also hasn’t seen her daughter Rudaba, who attends school in Chitral and took some days off to come for the marriage.
The Colonel is glad about my return, the biogas project is discussed, tomorrow we want to start.
In the evening we join the marriage again, now even women may watch - from sure distance in the darkness of the night - the ishtok (music and dance) - clapping, however, is inappropriate for the ladies, hence, I simply snap a little with the fingers and dream about the time with the Kalash where everyone dances, sings and claps. The next day a few workers are rounded up and the pit for the biogas plant is dug. There is not much to do for Ali and me, except to check from time to time if the workers are there and whether the pit is deep and wide enough. 3 meters are not necessarily 3 meters in everyone’s eyes…
I spend the rest of the time with walks around the fort. The inherent land is extensive. There are springs, a former fish pond that’s dam had broken – thus freeing the fishes to their utter fear, a polo ground, forests, fields, pastures, orchards and a somewhat stony area with a special legend. A stone shows human imprints and the people tell that once upon a time, as the stones were still soft, there was a bridegroom who wanted to bring home his young wife but disaster struck and one of those stones fell on them. The newly-wed husband tried to fight the stone, hence, many impressions also come in the stone of his hand, the foot, his stick and even his bottom. However, he didn’t make it and the stone crushed his bride.
During an especially sunny day the sheep are clipped and Saida complains about the unwieldy work of clipping - 62 sheep, 2 hand scissors. On TV she has seen an electric clipper and now wants to have this.
After a while I doze in my hammock which I had put up between 2 trees. One naked sheep grazes already quite peacefully beside me when a second one comes bleaching. It stops on safe distance and the other sheep bleats back. Face to face they watch each other suspiciously; “Is that naked thing without wool really you?", it seems to say. Another bleat: "Yes, and you don’t look much better, you should see yourself in the mirror." Eventually they snuffle and decide: the outer appearance doesn’t count. A small calf stands there quietly and full of pleasure as a Myna (bird) pecks ticks and other vermin from its ears and eyes. Almost trustingly it runs after the bird as it leaves, as it would want to say: "you have forgotten something … here it still itches …" Most of the nights I sleep outside on the wooden bed under the walnut-tree, moon and stars blink down, a chill breeze blows and lets me seek refuge under warm blankets - not like in musty Peshawar or Islamabad.
We had brought chocolate for Sikander from Austria and had unfortunately forgotten them in Peshawar in the fridge, maybe my brain had also melted in the heat. It was sent - instead of to Chitral directly from the airport to the fridge – in the heat of the day up to Mastuj on a 5 hrs drive by some well meaning soul. The shape of the pretty chocolates, nougat seafood, to After-Eight and other lusciousness has melted up to unrecognizability, we begin a rescue attempt and pack everything into the freezer. The taste is still good, but the shape …
After 2 weeks in this oasis of the peace I must leave for Islamabad eventually to start working there.

Mastuj Pics

Austria

June- Aug 07

Austria, well, I don’t like writing much about Austria again, most of u know it anyway…
In Austria I basically wait for the visa, work, hold some Power Point Shows about the Kalash, visit friends, enjoy the time with my family and discuss the way of implementing the new technology and set up of the plant with the biogas people.
After listening to all this and seeing it the first time, it occurred to me, that I would not be able to know, which material for the construction and maintenance could be obtained in Pakistan and which not, or which working skill one could expect and which need to be full trained. A native person would be much better in that. I talked to Ali and his parent, as he was concerned and free to come. He agrees of course, happy about the possibility of a trip to Europe. After a little protracted visa process he really arrives at Munich. He tours around accompanied by my father, siblings or myself in my free time and I also enjoy seeing Austria’s best places again after such a long time in Asia. The timing is perfect, everything is lush green and warm weather for swimming, which I have also missed a lot.
An interesting fact that had never before found its way to my knowledge is, that almost all our kebab shops provide halal food (slaughtered by Muslims with special prayers) – a lucky incident as Ali can not eat other food. There are a few Turkish shops which sell such meat, but dinners in common restaurants become a vegetarian experience for him. But even more than for eating kebab he develops a passion for shopping – which he utterly dislikes in Pakistan. The bags are stuffed with gifts for all people in Pakistan and we must ask for a luggage weight extension at the airline. After some weeks my visa is there, his things are finished and we return to Pakistan together.

Spring in Islamabad and Peshawar

Jan-May 07

Shortly after Chawmos - better exactly on the last day when I tried to transfer my pictures to my Laptop bad luck strikes and the device stops working. I still don’t expect the worst - it is my philosophy to think positive until the - and go to Chitral after a few days to let it be fixed. Of course at Taifoor’s where I already had ruined my old laptop. He tells me that it is not so easy, because of the bios chip is broken and this part is not available here. One must load the bios anew and this would be possible only in Peshawar, Islamabad or Lahore. He offers to me to send it there, but I decline. I will go to Islamabad myself to fix this; I know the Pakistani approach now only too well and want to be nearby. In addition, I would like to hear a 2nd opinion. I set out for the South and reach the last flight before New Year's Eve, then flights get cancelled because of bad weather for almost one week - the street is closed of course. In the early morning Chitral looks wonderful, snowy summits all around and new, freshly fallen snow like powder sugar on the slopes. During the day before the departure my Kalash mum to my room in the in the morning. I am confused a little, because she should go, actually, during this day to the Baishali, but maybe I had miscounted. With a broad grin she indicates at her belly. Tears fill her eyes and she whispers to me that the medicine which I had brought last year from Peshawar probably worked. Her period was overdue and this has never happened during the last years. I am glad with her, but still not confident.
I have often heard of late period and know the reasons why it can happen. Not always it means pregnancy, but she was right. I had never seen a Kalashwoman with late period or had heard of it. Probably because they still live in harmony with nature. She tells me to keep it as a secret until it is confirmed. She had told only to her mother and me about it. I feel honored and insure of her my discretion. With happy heart I depart. I try my luck first in Peshawar, because I like the city by far more than the almost western Islamabad. I bring the laptop - after waiting for one week in vain for a friend who offered to help me - to a repair shop. In the time I am at a friends place. Iran, the wife of Faizi who had gifted the nice Kalash piran to me at Christmas is on her way further south to visit her brother in Lahore. A stopover in Peshawar is necessary and we spend a few amusing days with shopping, chatting and playing with her baby. I try to deflect them a little and can also get revenge for the nice present. Imtiaz had pointed a shop where one can buy the warmest and snuggest materials in Peshawar. There I took them and we select some nice designs for new Shalwar Kameezes. Also she needs a few of these actually Muslim clothes, because it would be found knobs for all the staring here in the south with the Kalashdress. Now even in Peshawar it is quite cold and we enjoy the new, soft, warm clothes. It is a Fleece similar material and I have constantly the urge to rub my cheek on the fleecy shirt. On one of my phone calls at home I also receive the happy message: my Kalash mummy is really pregnant. Her voice expresses immense luck and I dance with joy. Now I may also tell it and Iran is the first one to get the sweet news. After some time - my laptop is not ready yet (" We are on it, ma’am ") I go to Islamabad where I work again a bit for Adil Shah. The horse magazine which he had started when I met him for the first time runs well. I had written a report on the Imperial Spanish Riding School in Vienna/Austria and their famous Lipizzan horses in summer when I was there for a while. This one and some other stories and photos of mine had already been published in Horse&Horseman. He asks of course, as usual, whether I do want to work for him permanently. Finally I agree. This work is great fun to me, I would have no problems with short-term visas any more and earn money. However, I ask for the freedom to be able to go to Chitral as that’s the place for which I love Pakistan.
He agrees and we start to apply for the working visa. This lasts of course a time and, actually, it must be given at the native land of applicant, but, however, Adil says, he can do it here. The office visits pile up, here a form, there a stamp, here a certificate, there a contract, here an account opening, there a permanent residence.. Then the application can be handed in. And then one must ask constantly whether they were in need of yet another paper, because left alone they would say nothing the like and just leave the application simply in the drawer - as if it would be approved there on its own … I spend the days without such "ways" with Adil’s small daughter Neha, with the hares, chickens and guinea fowls bustling around in the small garden or on Adils horse farm.
Jan-May 07 I love horses and it is great fun to me over and over again to be with these animals. In the interim I go - meanwhile it is February - again for some time to Peshawar, because Rudaba, the daughter of Sikander Ul-Mulk whom I had got to know during a journey to Chitral - came to Peshawar with her mother for shopping and invited me there. She always wanted to improve her English and we also got on very well. I a mainly male dominated country it is great to spend time with women. For me it is a welcome change and last but not least better than in the cold office in Islamabad … We spend 2 pleasant weeks with … right: Shopping, the favorite sport of every Pakistani woman. Saida - Rudabas mother - has, indeed, a better reason: she has a shopping centre for women in Chitral at her house and was the pioneer with the opening of such in Chitral. Now there are several more, but hers runs still really well. So we buy materials, brick jewellery, make-up, toys, curtains, plastic flowers and a lot more. The weather is a bit warmer than in Islamabad - Peshawar also lies lower - and we play a lot of badminton in the garden. The small boys Purdum and Sher Khan and also Ali take part either as dreadful opponents or as net holders … Rudabas grandfather likewise is there and I enjoy pleasant conversations with him.
He is a son of the last Mehtar (king) of Chitral and still carries the title Prince, as well as his brothers and sisters, sons and grandchildren, but he has his feet on the ground – even at the age of 94 years - and firmly believes in the universal love of God, the positive aspect in everything and shows it with delight. To talk to him is a real experience. He emits tranquility and peace which few people do here to his extend. We find a lot to talk about and common believes, as I also believe in positive things and optimism – at times even too much – and in a plan of God Almighty, which is in its inner depth positive, even if we sometimes don’t understand the outcomes and turns.
I ask him, when he had found this especially positive side within himself and whether there was a certain turn in his life. He replies that he had always been different. He tells about his father who occasionally summoned his sons from their foster parents. They had to stand in a row, and because Papa was the king and, hence, was feared, they might not look up, but had to stand there quietly. Dad complained: "This one, how he was called? Khushwaqt. He keeps staring right into my eyes. He has no respect." However, dad was wrong, his son did have respect, but not before titles or names, but before persons and actions, God and all living beings. Little outstanding Shezada (prince) Khushwaqt grew up into a respectable man. He enjoyed an education in Dhera Dun in India, at that time the most respectable place for education – it was there where also Aufschneiter and Heinrich Harrer were interned, indeed, a little earlier - and served for long time in the army. Even today he is known as a Colonel Khushwaqt. Then he was active for embassies, often abroad has also helped with the foundation of the Brooke hospitals in Pakistan actively. Brooke is specified on veterinary medicine and also tries to bring information to the people as how animals are properly kept and groomed. Primarily it is about horses, donkeys, cows etc, which are often by ignorance or shortage of money neglected, even though they are the main source of income of a family.
Now he enjoys the deserved retirement, of course with 94, however, still travels all over through the land, reads with magnifying glass and writes in stung script without looking. Every morning he gets up around 5 for exercises and holds a healthy diet. What a rarity in this country.
Now with Saida I learn for the first time Khowar (Chitrali) actively what I have refused up to now. To learn 2 languages (Urdu and Kalash) appeared sufficient to me. But with her and the children it is easy. With Rudaba I speak English and after 4 days she talks like a waterfall. She is lucky to be in a good school, just practise is lacking. In a conversation with Saida about the dwindling raw materials, clearing and rising wooden prices in Chitral she tells to me about her heart's desire. She would like to build a biogas plant. 4 years ago she had heard a documentary on BBC TV - or better: seen. She understands a little English; however, speaking is not that easy. Nevertheless, she completely understood all the advantages and the basic procedure and the thought kept stuck in her mind.
I remember a friend who had given me the contact of such a company in Austria for some proof reading of a document and sent an email to them. The owner promptly replied to my request and soon an excessive exchange of mails, suggestions (from their side) and questions (from our side) about the possibilities of building this plant commenced. This company (Mueller-Umwelt-Technik) had developed a new technology which is roughly about the fact, that firm biological waste is used instead of the customary liquid materials. We plan to put it into action soon.
Too soon the time is over and I go back to Islamabad. My computer is not ready yet. The problem is that I have bought the thing in Nepal – on a national holiday on which a friend of a friend specially opened the (one and only in the capital) notebook selling shop as I had exactly a single day time to select one of 3 models. The next day I had to go proceed to Bhutan where I would need a laptop and certainly not find one. So I took lightest, most promising in middle price range. Unfortunately, it was not branded. The other option would have been a Sony which was great but huge, however, … Now no one can find this silly bios chip and the producer answers neither to phone calls nor to emails … But they also do not want to give up – me too… Anyway, I go back to Islamabad still hoping for a solution.
Adil is the busiest man I have seen in Pakistan. He is a think-tank himself, but in a country where one has to wait for everything, ask 10 times to get one thing done and be after everyone time is a bit short to realize all of them, as he is doing it as a one man show without reliable employees. I should become such an employee, but I assure him smiling that I will do my best but I don’t feel like dying of his preprogrammed cardiac infarction. He sleeps on an average 5 hours or less, split on 2 or 3 times and puts himself into cell phone emissions for the better part of the day.

After another week I get the bitter news: my laptop is irreparable. I must get it back and buy a new one. A daughter of Col. Khushwaqt was about to celebrate her birthday and he has invited me with one of many emails which we exchange since the visit (he writes, Ali types and sends it, prints out my answer and complains now and then that I should take my time for replying). I start again for a weekend in Peshawar where I also meet another daughter of Khushwaqt. She lives in Karachi and has likewise arrived to the birthday of her sister. I come to know a bit more about the fatherly side of the Colonel. She had not seen him often in her childhood. Traditionally the children were given by socially high-ranking families to foster parents to knit a stronger net of relations within the society. Nevertheless, she finds almost only good words about him. He was the first one to send his children to a convent in Bannu (somewhat near Peshawar) where they were educated in English. They were allowed to decide about their bride or groom instead of arranged marriages and dad dealt big fun to cheer his kids with a glass of apple juice in their hand, pretending it is Whiskey when people came for a visit. Once he had been asked to permit the construction of a Hydro Power plant on his area in Mastuj and he granted it reserving that there should be no duck hunting and shooting in Mastuj anymore. An agreement was reached, now electricity and ducks coincide peacefully. Duck hunting is a popular time pass there, but it became a kind of fun sport which he deeply dislikes and thus put down his foot.
All his daughters and sons are liberal, perfectly educated and lead successful businesses in their respective areas.
She herself works on an environmental project in the awareness building of waste management and recycling, her husband is a pilot. The sister who has birthday had founded her own school in Chitral and had taught there, her husband is a doctor. Sikander, Rudaba’s and Ali’s father is Tehsil Nazim (Tehsil is an administration unit somewhere between district and municipality, Nazim means governor), owner of various companies and polo-team-captain, his wife Saida has a shopping centre and is boosting of ideas and commitment. Another son owns the (in my point of view) most beautiful and best located hotel in Chitral (Hindukush Heights) and a travel agency, honorary ambassador etc. Only one sister stayed at home instead of higher education as her mother once wanted a child to rise in her own house instead of being with foster parents and at a convent later.

My laptop story also finds an end here - or better: a new beginning, because I must buy a new one. I decide on a used, small Toshiba which is in perfect condition and on latest technology. By some ways it has come here from Dubai and costs me now to only 300 EUR. I want to hear no details about how it came, test it to find it well. With the new baby I travel back to Islamabad, in Daewoo – the only trustworthy, punctual, service-oriented bus company with working reservation system. I am meanwhile a regular customer. Next time I will suggest to the customer care centre to introduce a membership system to benefit loyal, regular clients …

Finally I come to know that I have to go to Austria anyway to get my Visa. I head for Chitral to say goodbye at least – too long I had been far away, always assuming that “tomorrow” laptop and visa would be done. But “tomorrow never comes” here.
However, every few weeks my Kalash father came to Peshawar where I met him, discussed the ongoing projects and gave him salaries for the teachers, midwives and other projects. I was glad that he supported me, it made everything easier. He brought news from the valleys to me - was born, has died, got sick or married The midwives worked quite diligently and after 2 months 5 babies had been born with their skillful help. Now I saw them for the first time and also the quite big belly of my overjoyed Kalash mum.
I enjoy some hospitable days at Saidas’ in Chitral, finalize the points to be discussed with the biogas people as it will be better to talk personally if I have to go anyway and then I am off.

more Pics of spring time

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Chawmos again

Dec-jan06

Just on time I reach Chitral and Biriu on 16th December. The Chawmosfestival starts this evening. Unfortunately, I had missed the day before, my uncle celebrated his house warming party. He has established a gigantic house in Sandik with 3 rooms, one for the family to live and 2 guest-rooms which would be used according to demand. Due to bad weather all flights had been canceled, so I missed it. But every day is right to come home. With big hello I am received and immediately integrated into the Chawmos preparations. The Janja night is about to begin. At night from all villages the inhabitants will proceed to the next village, join each other and finally come to Guru this time. We are therefore the lucky ones to await the approaching procession and observe the spectacle from the rooftops. Like a snake of fire the people get closer. All villages to the south and to the east of guru meet with us, the west situated villages move up valley to meet there. All together there are 3 meeting places for the Janja night in this valley; however, the processions don’t take place in the same night.
Slowly people gather, the flames extinguish we all meet in the Rikhin, the dancing hall. A long night awaits us, a lot of water and wine has seeped down thirsty throats in the evening for warming up. A few boys take on the drums, and hit the first beats. The women know immediately what they have to do - there are only 3 different dances, they differ primarily in the step speed. Both slower ones are mostly danced in long chains, holding each other at waist and shoulder and cross step sideward, trying not to cut the chain of people. However, this happens much too often. In the beginning feelings of guilt overcome me every time. They dance for hundred years and if there is someone to distract them, it is me... or so I think. But the longer I take part and the more often I change my position within the row the more I understand the real reason of the discrepancies. And usually it’s the wine that makes them step out of order… The quickest dance is usually danced in groups of 3. More or less quick turns alternate in each direction, interrupted with a fast dash forwards, head tucked down and stop for another turn. Not that difficult, if it wasn’t for the men who form likewise similar rows and push as many as possibly women's rows, followed by loud "Hahahahaha, a dussi hahaha!" (like: gotcha, hahaha). After few dances a wild mess turns out which the old people try to calm down every now and then. With both slower dances the women sing a kind of meditative song while the elders repeat old story-songs or invent new ones for special achievements in the last year.
Exhausted but happily I fall to bed after a long night, snuggle up in the warm soft blanket which I have bought in Chitral because my knee had started hurting at night due to the creeping cold and soon fall asleep. It is almost noon when I getup, finally, to creep from the warm, snug bed. The usual beans - three times daily, are already ready, the effect on bowel and environment I have discussed deeply last year already - to re-read there in case of need, otherwise - simply forget it…
So beans for breakfast, this time it coincides with lunch, however, this changes nothing in the menu. The beans remain beans. The weather is nice, I look for grandma to plait the ceremonial ribbons as it was routine before my visit to Peshawar. However, she is already in Bumburet with her second daughter whose first son has his inaugural ceremony to the Kalash community in this Chawmos, butt sambiek - (wearing trousers - the first official time to wear trousers for boys and for girls it’s called kupas sambiek and describes the first wearing of the headdress. I spent the last year in Bumburet during the festival with Sher Alam whose son had celebrated butt sambiek and his niece kupas. All year round women make chumanis, weaved or plaited ornamental ribbons which are also used as a belt for the baggy Shalwar-trousers.
Many hours I had spent with grandma on the porch helping her to make those chumanis. I loved the days in the sunshine. Grandma used to tell old stories or hum one of those meditative melodies with which I forget everything around myself. It reminded me of my grandma in Austria who was teacher for knitting and alike and when she was still alive I also sometimes sat with her to crochet or weave, listening to stories of her childhood in long gone days.
The next day this initiation ritual is also celebrated in Biriu, this time it is a "cousin" of me, I am therefore a relative who is honored, I get chumanis and, as all the others in of same relation a glittering coat. Years ago this special dress was distributed more meagerly, because made with difficulty. Nowadays one purchases a golden glitter cloth from Bazaar, tailors a few arms to it and the cape is ready. The related children get scarves and small capes. It is quite expensive to give such a party. Dry grapes, nuts, mulberries, Sijin berries, cheese and other lusciousness are handed round galore. Chawmos is not the party of stinginess, but of abundance, faith and trust in a fertile new year in a time which reminds rather of privation - winter, cold, darkness … All this is substituted with warmth, sociality, trust in God and the new beginning in the soon to come new year. In the evening the children are carried to the dance hall, they dance first, and then bit by bit the old people begin. Late at night they start singing and finally the long-desired Ajhona Baya/baba (guest's brother / sister) song comes up. The version here is more traditional in my opinion than in Bumburet, maybe it seems to me only such as it sounds more logical.
A group of women dances in the circle around a single man in their middle and vice versa, the "guest's sister". Now the new stanzas which oscillate like a dialog between both groups are invented alternately to the same refrain. Ever later and after a few more sips of wine, the new stanzas get funnier laughed at by audience and dancers under wild cheers, then the other group sticks their heads together, whisper, laugh and one starts, joined then by the others singing the new versified text. Especially good stanzas are often repeated year after year and are sung at the beginning if minds are not laxly enough to invent new ones. Last year when I spent Chawmos in Bumburet one of these stanzas in Biriu was dedicated to me. During the last days the children sung them again from the rooftops among other more known ones. This night becomes one of the shortest, because at 5 o'clock in the morning it goes off again. The day before ArifAliShah had already prepared a Janja-torch for me; I take it somnolent and creep uphill to the meeting place in Guru. Mummy also comes along, she advises me to put on the old Piran, not the new one which was sewed during the last weeks by Baras Khans wife for me. It’s beautiful and shines all in yellow and orange but has to stay put in my room, still unused. This time it is us to walk to the next village with the long wooden torches - very healthy. In a big fire we light the resinous pine wood, and stalk forward in an endless-appearing fire chain on the icy paths and the slippery slopes – a good way to wake up fast.
The teenagers run for and back, their steps obviously impaired from a certain red liquid. I thank God Almighty once more for the fact that my stomach has never been able to cope with this wine otherwise I would fall down the slopes or ignite my dress or so I believe, but although others are not that “dry” and danger is at hand nothing bad happens. Parts of the torches drop constantly on the path and between houses, everybody whirls his torch in every direction, in between or under it people push to the front and, now and then a scarf starts to burn, but nobody appears to take it serious. On and on goes the procession, over fences, rocks, waste dumps, ice and snow. On some rooftops stand women who ask the torchbearers to dance on their fields, then jerks erupt and the - more or less – single file resolves, the drums are beaten and for some minutes we dance for the fertility of the respective field. The way that lasts in daylight and without rain approx. 20 minutes becomes a 2hrs trek of dancing lights. As we approach the dance hall in Asper it already dawns. But instead extinguishing the torches like 2 days ago in Guru, they are to my astonishment taken inside the hall where dances commence, 3 women turn together even more wildly which high raised torches, the sparks fly, the children jump about with small torches.
God Almighty must have sent 1000 guardian angels, never a burning piece of wood falls in a Kupas where it could ignite unhindered all hair of the affected persons, never on someone’s face or garments although obviously nobody pays attention. Sometimes I can hardly oppress a shriek when I see a spark flying close to a face or cloth, but no one would even look up. God Almighty must probably be very contented.
When all torches have burnt down finally we make our way back home where we have breakfast, rest a little and in the afternoon again march, this time further up to Gri that lies in the northern slope shortly ahead of the village where the new school is. A few hundred meters of altitude difference let us sweat on the icy day. Reaching there we feel the cold wind which blows around all corners and storms unhindered about the open air dance floor that is situated on a small rock spur. The air is clear, the valley - well visible from here – covered with a white soft-looking snowy cover, lies peaceful, like a sleeping beauty. Well, this appearance can of course only be kept if one doesn’t come near the houses from which music and laughter penetrate the air. We visit some relatives up here and slurp very sweet hot milk teas to warm up. Here in Biriu the Kalash community does not separate from the outside world like they do in Bumburet for the last 3 days of Chawmos. Muslims and Kalash act their daily routine, visit each other and chat.
As dusk settles we head back home. Small set-tos have started, like almost every day on the dance floor when drunken youngsters try to find their position in the system. A blue eye or sprained foot won’t be long discussed; it’s part of the game…
We all are exhausted, the last 2 days we had hardly slept. But peace wont come, friends pass by for a round of cards and night becomes day again.
The next morning should be the last Chawmos day. Early in the morning I hear the child crowds which come - like at Halloween - to the houses and ask for beans (not sweets, and there wont be a treat) - daru tatu. In the evening the accumulated beans are cooked at the dance hall and next morning they should be distributed again.
Again we march to Asper for the last dance and back home to Guru, where the beans are put to be boiled. The cooking doesn’t need much attention as they are only boiled in simple water, so we have time to dance and sing. Ajhona Baya comes up again and loud laughter is soon to be heard. However, it finds a sudden end when a messenger comes who informs us that a woman from Beshal has died. Music is therefore banned; the beans simmer under the no more watchful eyes of some girls. Relatives prepare themselves to go to Beshal, because the woman was Moslems and will be traditionally buried the same day. The circle of the life …
The next day the deceased woman’s daughter, who lives in Peshawar, calls out of the blue asking about her mother’s health. The family decides to say nothing about the death of her mother until the father and a brother can go to Peshawar personally after 2 days to deliver the sad news. The daughter senses something fishy and talks lauder, demanding to speak to her mother. “I want to talk to her, bring her to the phone. You would not even tell me if she was sick or dead.”
Her brother, who was on the phone, is deeply depressed. The red-haired guy who is usually seen and heard riding his donkey up and down the valley with dangling feet and singing loudly doesn’t know how to comfort his sister. His eyes, usually filled with joy and spirit are dull, afraid. He wants to spare her on the phone but feels that a daughter cannot be deceived so easily about the health of her mother.

In Bumburet the party lasts even 2 days longer, therefore some Birilas take a jeep to experience the last day in Bumburet. Dada, some grandfather, uncles and me squeeze on a jeep and rumble across ice and snow to Bumburet, where we stay at Bhutto’s place, whose brother is married to my mum’s sister. Grandma is also there; almost the whole family is gathered. The evening went by comfortably, no Chawmos dance; however, many stories are exchanged. A small baby in the house has earache and its mother doesn’t know what to do. My gathering of books and knowledge about home made remedies were not in vein, I remember coming across the healing effect of onions. One should put fresh cut onions on ears for relief. A little clumsy we attach the onion and fix it under a bonnet and are recompensed. In the morning the pain is gone. Grandma is deeply impressed by the onion; she has gazed critically at the syrup before and now this method. But after the success she brings out an onion for every ache … Now the day can be dedicated entirely to the Chawmosfestivities. The spectators come in large numbers, most of them the not so much welcomed domestic tourists from the south, of whom a great number wobble about dazedly from the unusual effect of wine and stare and harass women.
Nevertheless we rush to the biggest gathering of dancers and join.
When I sit in the jeep to Chitral sit my ears still hum from the deep drum beat of the Kalashsongs. It is the last Chawmos day here in Bumburet and will finish soon. Imtiaz has asked me to come for an ishtok in Chitral and I have the opportunity to buy a few things for the upcoming Christmas. Above all, oranges and cinnamon are asked. Last year’s hot wine had found a fan club and I was asked to prepare it again.
The next day I am again back with just these things and some kg apples for the apple cinnamon biscuits. Actually I had already brought the apples, but while we had been dancing and thinking of nothing bad, the children had gone found the store room and the apples vanished miraculously. In the evening nothing more left... Indeed, at Bhutto’s place the diet is not as monotonous as elsewhere in the valleys, but for kids’ sake as they are still growing and need plenty of vitamins…
Bhutto’s house is a real Family-Guesthouse, 3 rooms for guests, always balanced, clean and hygienically prepared food, toilets in the rooms, stoves in winter, fresh laundry at least 2x per week... In Biriu they still need to learn that… I had recently washed the bed sheets of guests when I fell over them and couldn’t distinguish pattern from stains. "I have washed them just last month!" my mum commented irritated I have tried to explain that at least after a guest has departed or, should one stay for longer, they should be washed once a week. Time will tell...
But I am now in Bumburet. On the 24th December we start baking apple pies early in the morning. It takes a while to properly cut 5 kg of apples by hand with not really sharp knives. This time there are not many guests, 2 European tourists with whom I wanted to share the preparations and then celebrate of course, had cried off without further ado, hence, I am the only one familiar with "Christmas customs". 3 Japanese are there though and help diligently, especially - oh sorry, I forgot her name and if I would know I would surely not be able to spell it – well, that lady snips untiringly at the apples.
2 days ago we had cooked something like a pudding on her wish - with Pakistani pudding powder and Pakistani instructions which didn’t really work out in the beginning. Prepared according to the instructions it became a more or less liquid sauce, but after some creative alternations a sweet, steady, real pudding was ready to be eaten. Some assistants have also taken over the mulled claret (Gluehwein) cooking, they had well paid attention last year, I only have to taste... It became a cozy family-Christmas. Iran, a dear friend comes by in the evening and brings me a present. I unwrap it and hardly trust my eyes: A readymade Piran was lying in my hands, adorned with bead-laces. 2 years ago she had given me a bracelet of beads, an especially delicate one which I still wear. Once she had visited our house in Biriu and had seen it still on my wrist, deeply moved. But this gift now, I can hardly believe it. I have never seen a more beautiful Piran than this, and certainly also none which’s completion contains so much laborious skillful work. She had worked on it the whole. Not for me, but for herself, but when she saw, how much I liked this bead’s design, she changed her mind now I have the honor of wearing it. This kind of altruism is a quality which only few persons and people show. I didn’t have time this year to prepare gifts, alone it’s quite difficult, but I thrust 3 the steaming apple pies in her bag and hope to find an opportunity to show her my gratitude.

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